Tampa

you know, over the last day or so I have been seriously thinking of heading to Tampa for the return show. At first it felt like something I wanted to be a part of. My own way of mourning maybe. I'm not sure. Told Charlie my thoughts and of course he tells me to do what I gotta do. He's good like that. In fact this morning when I got up he told me that he had been researching flights to Tampa, get a rental car, go to the shows, drive to Ray & Glynis's, I'll meet you in Atlanta. He had it all mapped out for me.
I'm sure it's going to be an emotional night on Tuesday but turning things upside down to be there seems self serving and frivolous to me at the moment. Not to mention that I just feel really sad and I'm not sure sitting at the show, alone, is the best thing for me right now.
So, I think I'm going to take the dough I would have spent on travel expenses and make a donation to Danny's fund. I'll hold on to my memories of those Boston shows for a good, long time!

See you all Friday for a group hug!
Love ya!
Mary Beth